Where Do I Begin To Start?

So now my wife and I are back together – she hasn’t moved back in mind you – but we are going to spend a lot of time together to try and repair the damages done – the pains caused – removing the walls we built – and facing up to what we have done.

I have thought about this situation for quite some time – and I was moving on and felt good about my direction – I still missed her quite a bit – but there was nothing I could do to convince her about the best things in her life also included me. I basically ‘gave up’ after a while – but that’s what that little inner urge was asking me to do for quite some time – last week for about 9 days I obeyed it…and it was part of the catalyst of bringing her back.

But I made some mistakes in that process (you can guess what that was) alongside all the ones she did. She left the ‘other guy’ last night and we spent a lot of time together yesterday – trying to know where to ‘begin to start’.

Begin To Start Lyrics (MxPx)

They say to me “Don’t be hangin’ on.
If you won’t go on, Do I want to?”

I’ll pray to see I’ll pray to know
Provide for me won’t let it go.

Life confuses me (life confuses me) can’t find my way
Out of here I think I’d rather stay. (Rather stay)
I think I’d rather stay.

When do I begin to start?
Begin to let you into my heart?

Why so sad when I look at you
‘Cause I’m away. I know I feel it too.

Life confuses me (life confuses me) can’t find my way
Out of here I think I’d rather stay. (Rather stay)
I think I’d rather stay.

When do I begin to start?
Begin to let you into my heart?

They say to me “Don’t be hangin’ on.
If you won’t go on, Do I want to?”

Life confuses me (life confuses me) I can’t find my way
Out of here I think I’d rather stay. (Rather stay)
I think I’d rather stay.

Life confuses me (life confuses me) I can’t find my way
Out of here I think I’d rather stay. (Rather stay)
I think I’d rather stay.